Light

We got the news yesterday that after a 24 hour watch Miss Eliza would get to go home! She has officially transitioned off of one seizure medication, had the feeding tube taken out, and has been feeding and taking her other three medications by mouth for a full 2 days now. So her 24 hour watch will end tomorrow and she will be released to go home. There is light at the end of the tunnel!

I am so excited to get back home and on a schedule and a little more nervous to take home a baby that may have health issues. I know that Jason and I are more than capable of taking care of Eliza in an emergency, but I just hope we never need to. So my stomach is in knots (I may have a minor case of PTSD). I am excited to get the first day and night back home under our belts so that we can see for ourselves that we can handle it. I already know that Eliza is a strong girl who can put up a good fight, so I'm not so much worried about her, but I'm not sure if I can handle anything more happening to her. I will have to continue to pray for faith that all will be well and try to not syke myself out all the time. I GOT THIS!